Sunday, March 4, 2007

my game o' the moment



I started playing this during my senior year in high school. I was working at the Sheep Shedde Restaurant and would come home after a gross lunch shift all hot and tired and play this game for hours. I never really got past it until one of my brother's friends came over and we watched him do it first. There were still worlds that I never was able to conquer though, hence why I am kind of obsessed with it now. The funny thing is, everyone in the household is on board with me. My husband likes to sit and watch me do it so he can learn how to do it himself. My son loves Yoshi and each time I play requests that I get a different one, red and blue, mostly. My daughter, who is still a baby, just love the music and bright colors. I made a rule that I would only play this on weekends, limiting everyone's exposure to it that way, but since we had like, 4 days of snow, it was like one big long weekend and we played it up more than usual.
That said, if anyone out there knows any good cheats for getting by the TUBULAR special world, please let me know.
IT'S KILLING ME EVERY TIME!!!!

Saturday, March 3, 2007

the circle of media.....



I saw The Little Mermaid after it had been released to video in 1990. A few of my friends rented it for one of our Friday night escapades and I was skeptical. Mostly we just sat around eating Cheetos paws or TMNT Crunch-a-bungas with lipton coconut iced teas in bottles (all of this is now extinct) watching The Naked Gun, every single time, so I was annoyed that the routine had to be messed with, especially for an animated Disney film. I didn't really allow Disney in my life until FINDING NEMO, so I was the sulky, complaining one when we got together to watch this. Of course, I ended up loving it, watching it over and over, and buying the soundtrack (ON TAPE), learning the words to every song and playing them on the piano nonstop. I would listen to the soundtrack when I got ready for school in the morning. WHAT A DORK.
This all came back to me last night as we received it as a netflix selection. My little guy (who is almost 3) sat next to me eating popcorn and was super into the eels (flotsom and jetsom?) and the butchering French chef. I had to stop and consider the fact that Christ, almost 20 years ago, I was watching this with my friends, and now I have kids who are seeing the things that I saw for the first time. My life is going very fast. It's funny how films and songs take on a new meaning when you start explaining what you were doing the first time you experienced them and remembering the little random things in your youth..!
On another related note, I had a different, more unpleasant Little Mermaid experience in the spring of 1998 when Disney released some commemorative VHS version of the film. I was working at the Kenwood Blockbuster Video where they allowed people to preorder the movie. Usually the new release shipments came in on Monday's delivery, but this shipment was huge, and came in the previous weekend. We normally had to prep the boxes, call the people who ordered them, etc., etc., so everything would be ready when they were officially released on Tuesday. One woman called to ask if the films were there. Some dude who was a little dim told her, "Oh yeah, we have them here, they're back in boxes, we just haven't taken them out and prepped them yet." and said for her to come on down. It happened to be POURING rain that day, and this blond haired, sopped woman comes bouncing in with her huge umbrella, ready to pick up her copy earlier than anyone else. The manager, unaware that the other guy had told anyone this had to sit there and try to explain why she couldn't have it and how the dude misinformed her blah, blah, blah. The woman sat there and just yelled her head off, bitching about how she walked up there in the rain, told her daughter she would have it tonight, would have to go home and explain this all to a six-year-old, how she was letting her down, it went on and on. The manager was finally just standing there at a complete loss as to what to say or do next so she just said, "ma'am, I'm really sorry," And the woman just snarled and said, "YOU SHOULD BE." and spun around on her heel and stalked out into the rain again.
The next day she came back in and I gave her $10 in goodwill rental credits and she was my best friend for life.

Friday, March 2, 2007

not uncomfortable at all......




the pilot episode.
1. the mailman coming to the snowy walsh house in minneapolis to show us the forwarded mail
2. the 90s fashion, kelly in partics.
3. "the kids are totally fine. or totally 'bad,' I don't quite have the lingo around here yet." the mother on the phone to jim walsh
4. the credits. mostly the pilot's before the actual theme song was created.
5. "that guy is a total TOOL." a random surfer guy about brandon.
6. "Brenda, your brother is totally DOPE." said by donna.

matt just said, "I could have the biggest most enormous raging boner in the world and one look at brenda and donna and it will go limp in a matter of seconds." "brandon's hair looks like a goddamned hockey helmet."

twin peaks part deux



“Special Agent Dale Cooper, Federal Bureau of Investigation”

Like many aspects of the show, Cooper’s character is both conventional and oppositional as a federal agent. He is an omnipotent figure who exudes confidence, intelligence, and yes, masculinity. But Cooper, arguably the show’s hero and savior is a very special agent indeed. His obsessive attention to detail, involving anything from the food he eats to the way he questions suspects to his dictation tapes to Diane, together with his robotic hand gestures and childlike enthusiasm portray him as more of a handsomely giddy nerd whose destiny in life has become solving Laura Palmer’s murder. This professional and competent geekiness defines Cooper as not only an outlander among Twin Peaks’ residents but also as a different sort of man.
His interactions with Sheriff Truman are bizarre for this reason; where Truman is all business and eager to begin the investigation, Cooper rambles on about cherry pie and Douglas Fir trees, casually adding an afterthought about the coroner’s report. Later on a stakeout, Truman suggests that perhaps they’ve been spotted; Cooper hesitates and then replies, “Hand me a doughnut.” These interactions do not serve to lessen Cooper’s merit or status as a federal agent but seem to simply redefine our expectations of what a detective will say or do. While not exactly feminized, Cooper becomes an enigmatic force who is able to successfully perform his job in a non-agressive, mystical fashion.
More striking than the interactions among locals however, are the ways in which Cooper’s gender and identity are portrayed. During the first season, Cooper is not often shown in any scenes involving physical violence nor is he sexualized in any way. Through his professional competence and attractive physical appearance it is suggested that he would easily succeed in both areas if given the chance, but nothing is ever really developed until the attempt on his life at the end of the season. As an American male character, Cooper is thus handicapped in the way that he is lacking in both physical and sexual abilities that would allow him to achieve that ultimate goal of macho male-dom. Using deductive techniques and dream analysis to provide insight into the murder case also seem to show Cooper as an atypical detective, an oppositional character. Together with Truman and the rest of the town, we see in Cooper the new and the unexpected. The point is not that Cooper is less of a male or an American because of what he lacks, but rather he is an alternative kind of hero whose individuality and difference seek to redefine tired norms of gender and identity.

“But it is Laura Palmer”

The initial focus of the show and someone we never see alive, Laura Palmer becomes an untouchable goddess whose life and death drive every aspect of Twin Peaks’ first season. In many ways, she too is a stereotype: homecoming queen, successful student, adored by the community. Her sudden death is a shock and an event, both inside the show and out in the way that it brings people together. What makes Laura an oppositional victim is the fact that she remains powerful after her death and creates a strong connection with the man who investigates her murder. The connection between Cooper and Laura is complex, but one that is dependent on the characters’ genders and identities as much as anything else. As Laura is a beautiful woman who is sexualized in ways that Cooper is not, their connection to one another suggests a subtle hint of sexual tension. This partnership is also more interesting with the notion that despite being dead, Laura knows things that Cooper does not, therefore giving her a slight upper hand and more power throughout the investigation into her murder. This in some ways violates traditional shows’ positions of detectives and their victims as Laura actually helps Cooper solve the case. The scenes that best exemplify the effect Laura has are shown during the initial autopsy scene, Cooper’s dream of the Black Lodge, and the follow up where Cooper returns to the morgue.
Before Cooper is familiar with Twin Peaks or Laura’s murder, his actions are purely professional and analytical. Until he actually sees Laura’s body during his investigation at the morgue he refers to her only as “the dead girl.” She’s not just a dead girl though, and the flashing of the florescent light above her body seems to announce it: Laura heralds this connection before anyone else is aware of it.
A few episodes later, the flashing light motif returns as Cooper dreams of Laura together in a red room with a little dancing man. The situation is filled with an uncomfortable tension and is bizarre; Cooper is a wrinkled old man and the other two speak in a strangely scrambled language. The fact that Cooper dreams about Laura may not be especially significant but the fact that they both recognize each other in this odd place is. After the dancing man leaves Cooper and Laura alone, Laura seductively approaches. As Laura kisses him, the giddy excitement on his face afterwards is unmistakable. Laura whispers at length in his ear after which Cooper wakes up and promptly calls Truman, telling him he knows who killed Laura. Snapping his fingers to the lingering jazz, he decidedly insists that the information can wait until morning, hinting at a strong desire to go back to bed.....(!)
Cooper’s sexual desire for Laura is one that is definitely up for interpretation but his consequent emotional connection to her after the dream is not. Like most everyone in the community, Cooper has come to realize just how important Laura was to Twin Peaks, and sees her now in a much more personal way. To contrast the original autopsy scene, the return to the morgue powerfully solidifies Cooper’s emotional change toward Laura. When his bureau colleague Albert Rosenfeld coldly refuses to release Laura’s body to her family for burial, Cooper first allows Truman to punch his lights out and then insists Albert cooperate with the family’s wishes. In the ruckus Albert lands on Laura’s body, flinging her arm down limply by her side. After Cooper is alone with Laura, he stares at the dead arm, picks it up, and gently replaces it on her chest. He remains there for a moment before the scene cuts to a television screen broadcasting a soap opera. A deep male voice announces “Invitation to Love.”
Where Laura’s gender becomes significant is not only through her enticing sexual abilities but as her power as a mystic figure as well. There are not many characters in the series who are shown as equals to Cooper. What is ironic with the Cooper/Laura interaction is that such a connection is made between the living and the dead but also between a man and a woman. She may be dead, but she’s not subordinate and she’s not marginalized. Her identity as an American figure is somewhat troubling and in some ways exactly what the first season aims to examine. When it is eventually discovered that Laura was killed by Bob because she refused to let him control her, it is suggested that Laura died because of her strength, choosing death over subordination. This concept seems wonderfully applicable to both genders but that a teenage character was chosen to fulfill this sentiment is impressive. While the show uncovers a host of disturbing activities surrounding Laura’s murder, none are quite so distasteful as Bob’s obsession to posses Laura or the role abuse plays within her life and death.



Oppositional Quality: The Importance of American Identity and Gender in Twin Peaks
part one

At face value, much of David Lynch’s television series Twin Peaks may easily be classified as cheesy melodrama. The series after all revolves around somewhat caricatured figures and countless love triangles, accentuating any rise or fall in emotion with several repetitive orchestral motifs. Beyond this cheesiness however, positioning itself in direct opposition to any of its generic cohorts, the show offers viewers something ideologically above and beyond typical mainstream programming. One of the items that makes the series remarkable is its ability to incorporate standard features of popular mainstream media while at the same time opposing the same melodramatic structure it recreates. Most important in Twin Peaks’ critique of and opposition to standard television are the concepts of gender and American identity: these areas will provide the focus for this paper. By examining the specific roles of Dale Cooper, Laura Palmer, and several other characters, analyzing key scenes between them, and relating these significances to the overall impact of the show, this study will discuss the series’ take on gender and identity and how this differs from other common examples of standard television.

Standard Programming, Identity, and Gender
Clearly there are no shortages of stereotypical characters in Twin Peaks; many of these such characters are what add real comedy and lightheartedness to an otherwise hauntingly serious show. The most obvious examples of common, American prototypes are seen in three of the male townsfolk of Twin Peaks, Sheriff Truman, Benjamin Horne, and Dr. Hayward.
In almost every sense, Sheriff Harry Truman embodies everything possible about male identity and masculinity: he is a man of the law, wears a cowboy hat, shows physical strength, and drives a hefty sport utility vehicle. Though more of a strong, silent type, Truman’s position as an American male revealed by his authority and masculinity stand in direct contrast to his deputies (most notably the weepy Andy Brennan). Though weakness and vulnerability is exploited through personal relationships both in and outside his role as sheriff, Truman’s character is able to remain true to the icon of the American male authority figure by displaying potent sexuality through his courtship with the exotic Josie Packard.
Benjamin Horne is also an example of masculine power within the community, but in a much different way. A shady entrepreneur, Ben Horne has controlling interest (in more ways than one) in half the town. Rather than being portrayed as a glamorous fat cat, Ben is shown to be an insensitive, sleazy buffoon who is not above such things as hocking into his own fireplace in front of his attorney. His control over material defines him, thus characterizing him as a successful citizen having flourished through capitalist wealth and greed (American, much?)His masculinity is later revealed to be equally powerful through a insatiable sexuality, much more openly manifested than that of Truman. With extramarital escapades stretching from Catherine Martell to the hospitality girls at One Eyed Jack’s, Ben Horne, like many infamous icons before him, is a man driven by his desires and is therefore a very typical character.
Also a stereotypical character is the town doctor, Will Hayward. Throughout the series Doc Hayward is shown as a calm and thoughtful man who, like Sheriff Truman, is well-regarded by his townspeople. His identity is shaped mainly by his function as doctor and family man. He holds a legitimate, professional job, makes a comfortable living, and has intelligent, well-behaved children. That said, Doc Hayward’s existence on the show is not at all trivial or unimportant, but his position as doctor and good-natured patriarch is a comfortable one within American television: Hayward is the good doctor.
The effect these prototypical males have on Twin Peaks overall is to seemingly establish a few familiar anchors with which viewers will readily identify. All three examples are together masculine and powerful, yet eventually many of the show’s most crucial moments involve these characters only indirectly and instead focus on a less-traditionally powerful character like Cooper, Leland Palmer, or Laura.
Very interesting choices are made with several women's characters, even before we address Laura Palmer herself. We definitely see women in marginalized roles who make little difference to the show’s narrative (i.e., Mrs. Hayward, Mrs. Horne, etc.) together with women we know will matter a great deal as the show progresses (i.e., Laura, Sarah Palmer, the Log Lady, Josie). Though there are only a few women who hold real power within the community, the ones shown early on are significant. Josie Packard, a wealthy, widowed immigrant controls the Packard Sawmill while the unnamed doctor in the hospital who treats Ronnette Pulaski is a minority woman as well. These characters can be seen as subtle, opposing forces for their white male counterparts, providing a radically redefined version of what an American woman’s role is about (although in Josie’s case, still a sexualized one). Catherine Martell and Nadine Hurley are also shown to be women of power within their own households, but serve mainly as emasculating nags, although not without a few added quirks (as in drape runners).
Overall, there seems to be a balance between the common and the uncommon among the secondary male and female characters of Twin Peaks, initially providing figures who do not extend too far outside the norms to which mainstream viewers have become accustomed. Examples of standard programming which generally prefer to work within the established guidelines of patriarchal culture, emphasizing masculine power like those embodied by characters symbolizing institutions of law, capitalist gain, and medicine, tend to place the highest value upon the male-dominated system and keep women in mostly subordinate positions. Where Twin Peaks is able to deviate from this set of conventions and oppose them however, is best seen through the exchanges between detective and victim (Coop + Laura).

Thursday, March 1, 2007

some of my favorite film credits.....







in some cases, more than the films themselves.....

Sherrybaby



Not that this gave me any sort of happy feeling or anything close to it, but I quite enjoyed this. She was very real, like, real enough for me to wonder what specific person from Olivia had to have been the inspiration for this character. Now that I think about it, all the characters had that realness to them; kudos to the writer. Looking back at how much I enjoyed Citizen Ruth and the character of Ruth Stoops, this film kind of made me stop and consider the idea that someone like Ruth really shouldn't be just thrown into a comedy, no matter how cleverly written, as there are so many actual Ruth Stoops' out there, smelling drugs, children living confused in someone else's home, etc., etc. That stuff isn't funny, it shouldn't be made light of.
Can't think of anything else specific, just disturbingly well done.
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